oh my heart

ya Allah

aq rsa loya sgt

npe dy ske cmni huh?

npe dy bodo sgt huh?
npe aq bodo sgt pg tgk bnda tu?

aq pun x tau npe

aq syg sgt dy

syg sgt

smpai x trkata la

aq x pena syg seorg laki cmne aq syg kt dy

dy pena nangis kt aq

cte bnda plg secret kt aq

bg hadiah kcik2 kt aq

kna2 kn aq

i miss him

i miss that old fren of mine

where did he go?

i dont know why 

i'm opening up all the pasts

i don't know why

i even cared for him at all

does he even know

how i hurt i feel

when he's so vulnerable like that

how when people say bad things bout him

i agree

so i dont want them near u

i cant deny

i'm pretty possessive of him

but i cant help it

he was always there for me

in my ups or my downs

i miss him

wlupun bru je jmpa aritu

i miss the small talk that we always had

i miss the little things he wud do for me

but i guess he never did

really?

he never answered

oh god

i remember last year

i cried like there was no tmrw

all bcoz of him

am i so dense?

why i did that

i kept taking care of him

always cared for him

he's like a bro to me

a big bro that i've always wanted

but never have

i miss him

so damn much

i guess i really am

stupid, i mean.