really? that fast ;)

salam

tick tock tick tock

really the ticking of my watch

is just ticking me out

cant believe it

today i'm going back

if i'd might say it

going back to hell

oh yeah!!

everyone kept saying

its ur fault that ur schooling there

ur the one who choose it

come on

what else was i suppose to do

let go of this one chance

that could open other possibilities

i'm not that stupid

to let go of this one in a million chance

what use of hani's tears

if in the end no changes occurs

she cried bcoz she knows that i'll move

najihah even sang to me

amirah kept calling me

faten couldnt stop crying in the midst of me carrying my bag

and HIM

i left him

truthfully i didnt left him

it sorta feel like he left me

but it's still the same

i left all of them

the door was opening

it was my choice whether to enter it or not

i know everybody kept saying

accept my fate and all

but i guess it's quite hard to let go

to let go to all the things that i hold precious to

that holds a special meaning to it

and to me

i guess inertia doesn't only involve in activities

it revolves in a person as well

the tendency to continue it's state

its already quite hard for me

to leave the school that i once hate so fully

the ups and downs that i went through

the joys and tears that i've created

the crazy life that keeps pushing me around

the friendship that is blooming

and the love that is just plain something

i've left it all

all of it on 7th february 2011

i've lost all of it

for the sake of my future

so stop blaming already

do you think i even want to go there

that cursed place

full of irritable people

some are okay

but there's these few that's just well

damned

i want to stay home

where all the sadness happens sometimes

A YEAR AND A HALF

thats quite a long time u know

dont u think so

the feelings to been caged in a box

will be gone

after i receive

FREEDOM

oh yeah baby

that f- word sure keeps

echoing in my mind

when will it come

yunho oppa cheer me on okay

i'll see u next time dear oppa

i'll miss him [dont misunderstood!!]

i think he's the only guy

that i wud say HANDSOME

come on who can resist he's good look and charms

i know i cant

hehehehe ;)

i wish i cud bring my lappy there

it wud surely be a blast

even if its irritating

when there's lappy and the net

i'm sure my life wud be filled with bliss

confirmed!!

plus with homework not finished

and sports day coming up

it will be a hell of a month

one day

i might break 

and just get mad at everybody

but i must keep up

with my cool calm and relaxed facade

JUST 1 AND 1/2 YEARS MORE!!

damn

why time is flying so slow

when it comes to ending a holiday

it was fast

but to start a holiday

well i guess when pigs could fly

i still think that will never happen

yeah

ok done with blabbing about

i just need to fulfill my pleasures

and then

the big Z's time

i'll miss u all

big time :)

wish that wud be true

coz then

if i looked at the sky

i could see they're faces

even HIM ;)

P.S: effah , remember not to butt in on people's business

let them do whatever they wanna :)

remember to love urself b4 luving others!!